go to/unmarked territory:
chicago
new (NAIVE) orleans
las vegas
california
japan
germany
france
back to italia
england (for the accent)

i wanna go to a buttload of places. anywhere. everywhere.
i really dont care. i like smalltown places too. i liked kennebunkport, maine. haha
carrytown(?), virginia and maryland too.

lets hope i get into parsons so i can study abroad in france.

so i had a list of resolutions. but i decided to cut some out. like "keep my senioritis concealed until second term" (#02) instead, i kept/made these:

01. go to ap psych class. meaning wake up at 7 and leave house by 8 at the latest. (for as long as possible)
02. be more diligent at work.
03. stop being a hater. or at least a big one.
04. stop taking out my frustration (like Key Club) on people i care about (like Key Club officers.)
05. make more time for friends - old and new.
06. tell the people i love that i love them more often.
07. dont stress.
08. take every opportunity i can to get away.
09. think less.

i noticed how i usually give myself a minimum of days to keep these resolutions. cause i know it wont last so why kid myself.

intermediate goal: get into parsons
longterm goal: study abroad/travel more

CHINA 05 & SUMMER 05
(hover over the pics for description)

so the forced china camp trip wasnt so bad. started out shitty but met such amazzingg people. cheap stuff. cheap beer. cold ones. loved the reading rainbow on the prison train/harrypotterdorm to inner mongolia (where all the lustin&lovin happened) somethin bout that place. i totally loved the freedom there. at night in huangzhou, wed go out to bars and clubs. haha one night we went clubbing in our pjs (me and jessicas specialty!) and went barclubbodegahopping. gay bar. friends bar. malibu. went to a random 4star hotel somewhere nd just dickd around. thats where we found the no sars sign. hahaha. shanghai motel 168. got a nice massage there and also clubhopping. went to a rollerdisco too! insanee. it was a nice place. lotsa pantsing and stuff. we were supposta meet these european kids or somethin that are also in some camp. nd it was shit cus they were...not hot. expecations shot to hell. plane to beijing then train to inner mongolia which took forever and where you can simply throw your garbage out the window. pb & ritz crackers are delish. we climbed a big hill and then a huge fucking mountainhillish thing. it was so exhilirating. we wanted to turn back but we decided to finish our mission and reach the top. felt muy cool. climbd back down to be greeted by horses and mongolians to take us back to our loverly tents. mongolians look like chinese people. just reallyreally dark. the reading rainbow was created on the train where people read harrypotter or the davinci code. and some people attempted the little prince and the odyssey? when stuck in prison you do stupid things. like balance umbrellas and throw buns out the sixth floor window. i learned how to dance there. folk dance? or somethin. ill show you my moves some time. but it was so hard that me nd eva were gettin soo frustrated but soon enough we caught up with the advanced class nd got our feet straight nd danceyfeely. twas sweet. it was like a BIG camp in beijing with people from all over like ireland, germany, britain, japan, etc. as long as they were part chinese. cus its calld uhhh rootseeking something somethin. for chinese ppl. or half. went swimming in le pool and bowling and eating tons of cheapgood ice cream. and ramen and watermelon with bread. yumm. for ten days! ran into a bit of drama. ...like ANUS! crazy shits. the last night was insanity. thats when all the tears came out. started with adrian and jason and jessica. and we cried and we cried and i cried to the song graduation and made a mistake. hahaha. =x and uhm. yeh had no more tears left for the airport. but i loved the germans. i miss em. they be in china now... hope they dont turn into fobs.

then im back in nyc and jetlag killd me. but i still went to work. bazaar was cool. heard some drama. twas sillyish. but i had a lot of fun at work with miss independent garchi, aka dinosloth. her laughs so contagious (as well as jessicas. lols.) just lookin at her makes me laugh cus shes so funny looking. see you in winter silly. and i hope to see mad triple R movies.

in conclusion, i leave you with this triple R picture of me and garchi-

im back from the key club cult convention.

cheesebus all the way. midwood, tele, lincoln, this is pasta? scott greenberg, keynote speaker. star trek convention. if youre not having fun, its your fault. and if you are having fun, its your fault. come hither. caucus. BOOMBA! --- HEY! made an appearance at the casual dance. mingled. pres. and vp workshop. do what i say. put your wrists together, put your elbows together- says cult leader, scott greenberg. how to run an effective meeting. what was first? fly hunnies. chunky girls. yorktown. hunter chicks. mingle some more. pool. bronx sci kids and their math and science. oh. karen shoulda went to that workshop! someone was MAD. marking our territory and banging on everything with jacky. hey lindenhurst how do you feel? chain! and stuy and lincoln and far rockaway. sneak attack from bronx sci. we feel good, oh we feel so good. UH! blisters. growing feet. i am christinas masterpiece. frizzy hair. whos a virgin?! jacob wilkins. michael phelps. white jeff. piano girl was boring. viet girl cannot sing. jacki should won! chinese food delivery, baby! governors ball - chillaxing. ditching. :( "we come in peace" coed slumber party. can we stand? please? OHk? thankyou! OMGSTFU! lost wallet. jacob wilkins shoulda won. mexicans. ese! why wont he stfu?! haha. he got TOWed up! deserves it. damn instigator. im waiting for a message. GOODBYE CONVENTION. til next year---

it was totally wicked.
i really think im brainwashed.

I T A L I A
feb17-feb26

pics soon.